{"id":108943,"date":"2026-09-22T23:56:52","date_gmt":"2026-09-22T20:56:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/?p=108943"},"modified":"2026-09-22T23:56:53","modified_gmt":"2026-09-22T20:56:53","slug":"aksam-alacasinda-vitrinlere-bakarak-ilerliyordum-akmar-pasajinda-nermin-hocam-ve-kizi-asena-ile-karsilastim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/?p=108943","title":{"rendered":"Ak\u015fam alacas\u0131nda vitrinlere bakarak ilerliyordum… Akmar Pasaj\u0131’nda Nermin hocam ve k\u0131z\u0131 Asena ile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u00dcmit Gezgin <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kad\u0131k\u00f6y \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7indeydim ve bir kafeye oturmadan \u00f6nce vitrinlere bakay\u0131m, sonra sahaflardan ilgilendi\u011fim kitap varsa alay\u0131m, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek ilerliyordum.. tarihi kiliseler, \u00e7e\u015fmeler vard\u0131 Kad\u0131k\u00f6y merkezde.. otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131 da alabildi\u011fine kalabal\u0131kt\u0131.. ayr\u0131ca \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya girerken solda makarnac\u0131, sa\u011fda da simit\u00e7i vard\u0131.. neonlar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Akmar Pasaj\u0131na do\u011fru ilerledim.. daha \u00f6ncesinde Prof. Dr. Nermin \u00d6zcan \u00d6zer <\/strong>hocam\u0131z\u0131 ve k\u0131z\u0131, M\u00fcnih \u00dcniversitesi’nde mast\u0131r yapan Asena \u00d6zer<\/strong>‘i G\u00fcven K\u0131rtasiye’de g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.. \u015fimdi de Akmar Sahaf Pasaj’da kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yorduk.. ayak\u00fcst\u00fc sohbet ettik.. Asena \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki hafta M\u00fcnih’e d\u00f6necekti ve orada okuluna devam edecek, bu sene mast\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 bitirecekti.. ve doktora yapmay\u0131 \u015fimdiden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Daha sonra Simit Saray\u0131’nda oturduk Nermin hoca ve Asena ile.. Onlar da kalemlik bak\u0131yorlard\u0131 Asena’ya.. daha sonra da bilgisayar \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na gideceklerdi.. Yaz\u0131c\u0131o\u011flu Han’da bilgisayarc\u0131lar vard\u0131… Ben de otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.. daha \u00f6ncesinde bir iki kitaba daha bakay\u0131m, dedim.. kafeler, barlar dolmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.. ak\u015fam olunca daha \u00e7ok \u00fcniversite \u00f6\u011frencileri, gen\u00e7 i\u015f\u00e7iler, gen\u00e7kin kendini gen\u00e7 hissedenler ve ya\u015fl\u0131lardan baz\u0131lar\u0131 kendilerini buralara vurmu\u015flard\u0131.. k\u0131rtasiyeler de dolup dolup bo\u015fal\u0131yordu okullar a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve a\u00e7\u0131lmaya da devam ediyordu… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Dura\u011fa y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.. ya\u011fmur bulutlar\u0131 toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.. ha ya\u011fd\u0131 ha ya\u011facak, diyordu baz\u0131lar\u0131.. durakta bekleyen ya\u015fl\u0131 biri kendi kendine s\u00f6yleniyordu.. nereye gidiyor bu insanlar b\u00f6yle ve buralarda bu saatte ne i\u015fleri var, diyordum i\u00e7imden.. benim ne i\u015fim varsa, onlar\u0131n da ayn\u0131 i\u015fleri vard\u0131r, diyordum da.. bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi.. ben resim \u00e7izmek, kitap almak, okumak, foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmek, video \u00e7ekmek, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek, yazmak.. i\u00e7in buralardayd\u0131m.. y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek de taa Fenerbah\u00e7e’den, Feneryolu’ndan buralara gelmi\u015ftim.. bunlar\u0131n b\u00f6yle bir derdi tasas\u0131 yoktu ki.. birka\u00e7 eylem i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131 sadece… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Alt\u0131yol’un oras\u0131, yukar\u0131 Bahariye Caddesi’ne \u00e7\u0131kan, nostaljik tramvayl\u0131 cadde fazla kalabal\u0131k de\u011fildi.. demek ki insanlar evlerinin yolunu tutmu\u015flard\u0131.. kala kala cadde ve \u00f6zellikle sokak aralar\u0131 gen\u00e7lere kal\u0131yordu.. onlar da gen\u00e7liklerinin aleviyle ge\u00e7 saatlere kadar buralarda tak\u0131l\u0131yorlar, arkada\u015flar\u0131yla lak lak yap\u0131yorlar, olgunla\u015fman\u0131n, ileti\u015fim kurman\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131, y\u00f6ntemlerini \u00f6\u011freniyorlard\u0131… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kapal\u0131 ve kasvetli ara sokaklar\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum otob\u00fcsle giderken.. sonra yirmi d\u00f6rt saat gibi a\u00e7\u0131k b\u00fcfeler, pastaneler, f\u0131r\u0131nlar vard\u0131.. yeme, i\u00e7me \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in buralar i\u015f yap\u0131yor, buralar\u0131 i\u015fletenler de \u00e7ok para kazan\u0131yor ve zengin oluyordu.. sonra durmadan biriktiriyor biriktiriyordu buralar\u0131n sahipleri bu kazand\u0131klar\u0131 bolca paralar\u0131 ve sonra da bunlar\u0131 yat\u0131r\u0131ma d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131.. ya sonra… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Her renkten neon yan\u0131yor, ak\u015fam alacas\u0131 havaya tuhaf bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm kat\u0131yordu.. insanlar ak\u015fam olunca biraz daha m\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnleniyor ve yaln\u0131zla\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131, pek bilinmez.. ben ara s\u0131ra \u00f6yle hissediyordum.. belki bunun ya\u015fla ba\u015fla da alakas\u0131 vard\u0131.. sonra bug\u00fcn Yeni Y\u00fczy\u0131l \u00dcniversitesi’nden \u0130\u00e7 Mimarl\u0131k ve \u00c7evre Tasar\u0131m\u0131 B\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc, b\u00f6l\u00fcm ba\u015fkan\u0131 ve hocam\u0131z, eski Mimar Sinan \u00dcniversitesi Rekt\u00f6r\u00fc: Prof. Dr. \u0130smet Vildan Alptekin<\/strong> hocam\u0131z\u0131 yitirmi\u015ftik.. o da biraz h\u00fcz\u00fcn katm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ma, yorumlar\u0131ma.. i\u015fte \u00f6l\u00fcm, her \u015feyin \u00f6tesinde bir ger\u00e7eklik olarak aram\u0131zda ya\u015f\u0131yordu ve bizler ba\u015fka bir \u015fey yapam\u0131yorduk vah vah! demekten… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn penceresinden Ku\u015fdili’nin oraya ve oradan da Yo\u011furt\u00e7u Park\u0131’n\u0131n bulundu\u011fu ve \u00e7evresinde m\u00fctevazi de olsa ge\u00e7mi\u015ften gelen, Kurba\u011fal\u0131dere k\u00f6\u015fklerinin bulundu\u011fu yere bak\u0131yordum.. g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc k\u00fcl rengine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.. ak\u015fam, ilerleyen vakitlerde ya\u011fmur ya\u011facakt\u0131 belki de.. sonra anlad\u0131m ki, evet, ya\u011fmur bardaktan bo\u015fan\u0131rcas\u0131na ya\u011fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ilerleyen vakitlerde… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Trafik s\u0131k\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 yapma feneri ve stadyumu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce.. \u0131\u015f\u0131klar da her tarafa da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor, fantastik ve s\u00fcrreal g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler olu\u015fturarak bana, s\u00fcrreal tablolar\u0131, sanat eserlerini \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu.. farkl\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lardan y\u00fczeye bak\u0131nca bir\u00e7ok yerden gelen \u0131\u015f\u0131klar, ba\u015fka ba\u015fka renkler ve da\u011f\u0131lan bi\u00e7imler.. d\u00fcnyaya kar\u015f\u0131 alg\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemizi de\u011fi\u015ftiriyordu.. hayat da b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey de\u011fil miydi.. herkesin kendine g\u00f6re bir alg\u0131s\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi, duygusu vard\u0131 ve \u00f6l\u00fcm gelince de her \u015fey da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yordu i\u015fte.. i\u015fte \u0130smet hoca da seksek k\u00fcsur ya\u015f\u0131nda birden bire aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131.. oysa son zamanlarda \u00e7ok iyiydi… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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K\u0131z\u0131ltoprak’a geldim.. d\u00fckkanlar\u0131n vitrinleri \u0131\u015f\u0131klarla parlam\u0131\u015f, ne satt\u0131\u011f\u0131, neci oldu\u011fu \u00e7ok iyi anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r olmu\u015ftu.. g\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcyle tam alg\u0131lanmayan g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler, gece olunca p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.. onlar\u0131nki belirgin oluyordu \u0131\u015f\u0131klarla \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.. g\u00f6z odaklan\u0131yor ve daha iyi anl\u0131yordu.. Battaniye 500 tl yaz\u0131yordu bir d\u00fckkanda.. oran\u0131n Kurutemizlemeci oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yordun.. sonra bir b\u00fcfe oldu\u011funu daha iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordun.. Ar\u00e7elik bayi oldu\u011funu.. Eczane’nin ve \u0130stikbal Mobilya’c\u0131n\u0131n bulundu\u011funu… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ak\u015fam bir\u00e7ok \u015feyi gizlerken, baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 da daha belirgin a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa vuruyordu… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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