{"id":54888,"date":"2024-07-20T23:37:28","date_gmt":"2024-07-20T20:37:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/?p=54888"},"modified":"2024-07-20T23:39:00","modified_gmt":"2024-07-20T20:39:00","slug":"kiziltoprak-rustiye-sokakin-kosesinde-zuhtu-pasa-camiye-ve-bulutlara-bakiyordum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/?p=54888","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131z\u0131ltoprak, R\u00fc\u015ftiye Sokak’\u0131n K\u00f6\u015fesinden, Z\u00fcht\u00fc Pa\u015fa Cami’ye, H\u00fcrku\u015f’un Heykeli’ne ve Bulutlara Bak\u0131yordum…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u00dcmit Gezgin <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabaha kadar yaz\u0131lar\u0131 yeti\u015ftirece\u011fim, diye \u00e7aba sarfettikten ve ku\u015flar, \u00f6zellikle mart\u0131lar canh\u0131ra\u015f ba\u011fr\u0131\u015flarla u\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ben de yata\u011fa do\u011fru yollan\u0131yordum.. ancak yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 bitirmi\u015f ve gazeteye yerle\u015ftirmi\u015ftim… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sabah da do\u011fal olarak \u00f6\u011fleye do\u011fru kalkabildim.. kalkar kalkmaz da d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.. g\u00fcne\u015f par\u0131l par\u0131l.. g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde tek t\u00fck beyaz, pamuk gibi bulutlar.. a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru ilerledim ve K\u0131z\u0131lltoprak’a do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.. al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131mdan biri de y\u00fcr\u00fcrken foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmektir.. \u00f6zellikle sanatsal a\u00e7\u0131lara, estetik de\u011ferlere ve belgesel bulgulara foto\u011fraf hassasiyeti g\u00f6steririm… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden ilerledim.. g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki bulutlara bakarken ve tarihi Z\u00fcht\u00fc Pa\u015fa Cami’ne bakarak, tarihi a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 g\u00f6rerek ve hemen yan\u0131nda Opet benzin istasyonunun sorun olu\u015fturup olu\u015fturmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek K\u0131z\u0131ltoprak’\u0131n oralardan ad\u0131m ad\u0131m ilerliyordum… R\u00fc\u015ftiye Sokak tabelas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.. sonra insanlar vard\u0131 \u015fap\u0131r \u015fap\u0131r terledikleri ve g\u00fcne\u015ften s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131 her hallerinden belli oluyordu… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6\u011fleyi hafiften ge\u00e7iyordu saat bir yere oturay\u0131m da hi\u00e7 de\u011filse bir \u015feyler yiyeyim, kitap okuyay\u0131m, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum.. bunun i\u00e7in mutlaka \u00e7antamda \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f kitap ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m… Tarihi Z\u00fcht\u00fcpa\u015fa Cami’nin arkas\u0131nda apartmanlar heyula gibi y\u00fckseliyordu.. yan\u0131ndaki tarihi k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn ne ama\u00e7la kullan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordum.. ayr\u0131ca tahminim Z\u00fcht\u00fc Pa\u015fa ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlarda o k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fc belki kullan\u0131yordu ve \u00f6n\u00fcndeki geni\u015f bah\u00e7eli\u011fe de hay\u0131r olsun, diye kendi ad\u0131na Z\u00fcht\u00fc Pa\u015fa Cami’ni yapt\u0131rd\u0131… Daha sonra da ne ak\u0131lla oldu\u011fu belirsiz, benzin istasyonu in\u015fa edildi.. bir yang\u0131n veya petrol patlamas\u0131 an\u0131nda herhalde hem tarih zarar g\u00f6recek hem de \u00e7evre.. bunu nas\u0131l hesaplayam\u0131yorlar, anlamak da m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Arabalar v\u0131z\u0131r v\u0131z\u0131r ge\u00e7iyor da.. \u0131\u015f\u0131klara bile dikkat etmeden kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7meye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar var.. s\u0131cakl\u0131k art\u0131yor, bunal\u0131yoruz, diyerek acele etmeye ne gerek var.. benzin istasyonu da y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc iyisinden alm\u0131\u015f.. durmadan arabalar giriyor \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.. istasyonlar\u0131n marketleri de kar elde etmede birbirleriyle yara\u015f\u0131yorlar adeta… Trafik cezalar\u0131n\u0131n artt\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 laz\u0131m.. kurallara uymayanlar nas\u0131l ak\u0131llanacaklar ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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B\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n da oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum kald\u0131r\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnde.. ileriye, K\u0131z\u0131ltoprak’tan Fenerbah\u00e7e Stadyumu’na do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum b\u00fcy\u00fck, dev a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131.. oradaki, her zaman Halk Ekmek b\u00fcfesinin kenar\u0131nda konu\u015flanan ayakkab\u0131 boyacas\u0131 bile, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n g\u00f6lgelerine iyisinden s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f.. Ben de hemen k\u00f6\u015fedeki Mado’da oturay\u0131m da bir mini kahvalt\u0131 yapay\u0131m, dedim ama.. sonras\u0131nda pi\u015fman oldum.. hem be\u015f y\u00fcz lira gibi kaz\u0131k bir fiyat \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131lar.. iki berbat \u00e7ay, mini kahvalt\u0131.. k\u0131yt\u0131r\u0131ktan \u00fc\u00e7 par\u00e7a k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ekmek\u00e7ik.. \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f zeytin. k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck peynir.. \u015fu bu.. iki de k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015fi\u015fe su.. bunlara be\u015f y\u00fcz liraya yak\u0131n para \u00f6dedim.. Mado da d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor.. b\u00f6yle bir zincir i\u015fletme nas\u0131l denetlenmez de ki\u015filerin insiyatiflerine b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131r.. onlar da kendi kafalar\u0131na g\u00f6re davran\u0131rlar… Gelen giden de bu y\u00fczden az herhalde, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Beceriksizlik veya i\u015fi ciddiye almama.. ba\u015fta iyi ba\u015flama ama sonunu getirememe veya getirmeme her yerde var.. olacak \u015fey de\u011fil ama.. yapacak da bir \u015fey yok… Oturay\u0131m, bir soluklan\u0131p, kitap okuyup, resim \u00e7izeyim dedim ama.. zango\u00e7 gibi ba\u015f\u0131ma dikildiler.. bir rahat etmek istiyor insan, soluklanmak ve kendi ba\u015f\u0131na kalmak… Ge\u00e7enlerde de otob\u00fcste kitap okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, \u00f6n\u00fcmde ayakta duran ya\u015fl\u0131ca bir bey, e\u011filip e\u011filip nas\u0131l bir kitap okudu\u011fuma bak\u0131yor.. kitab\u0131n ismini \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.. kimin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na bak\u0131yor.. ne olacaksa… Zaten okuma sefalet d\u00fczeyinde.. bir de baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n zihni b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f vaziyette.. kitapta bile her kitab\u0131, her yazar\u0131n kitab\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 okumuyorlar… <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sorumsuz arabalar d\u00f6rt bir yandan h\u0131zl\u0131ca hareket ediyor ve ne \u0131\u015f\u0131k tan\u0131yor, ne de yaya.. tek t\u00fck bulutlar, parlak ve b\u00fcy\u00fcyen g\u00fcne\u015fin alt\u0131nda, mavi sonsuzlukta d\u00f6nenip duruyor.. kimse g\u00fcne\u015fe bakamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in onlar\u0131n parlak beyazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6lge olarak yery\u00fcz\u00fcne yans\u0131yordu… H\u00fcrku\u015f’un heykeli de k\u00f6\u015fedeydi.. dandik bir kaide \u00fczerinde y\u00fckseltmi\u015flerdi heykeli.. asl\u0131nda heykel ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 ama.. kaide felaketti.. o da k\u00f6t\u00fc g\u00f6steriyordu heykeli.. k\u0131y\u0131ya k\u00f6\u015feye at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan heykel, kaidesinin felaketinden dolay\u0131 iyisinden kaybolmu\u015f gibi duruyordu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dcmit Gezgin Sabaha kadar yaz\u0131lar\u0131 yeti\u015ftirece\u011fim, diye \u00e7aba sarfettikten ve ku\u015flar, \u00f6zellikle mart\u0131lar canh\u0131ra\u015f ba\u011fr\u0131\u015flarla u\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ben de yata\u011fa do\u011fru yollan\u0131yordum.. ancak yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 bitirmi\u015f…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":183146481,"featured_media":54889,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"iawp_total_views":63,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"{title}\n\n{excerpt}\n\n{url}","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"_wpas_customize_per_network":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1063],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-54888","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/IMG_1568-5-rotated.jpg?fit=3024%2C4032&ssl=1","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pbQYQO-ehi","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54888","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/183146481"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=54888"}],"version-history":[{"count":24,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54888\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54923,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54888\/revisions\/54923"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/54889"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=54888"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=54888"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sanattasarimgazetesi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=54888"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}